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Never again I trusted you guysNever again by ~lostdarkemo
I really did…
Why did you betray me
Why did you back stab me
Why?
Why?
Why do you hurt me?
Do you like to see me cry?
Do you like to see me sad?
Do you like to see me suffer?
Do you like to see me agonizing
Why are those closest to you the ones who hurt you the most
Why?
Can someone please tell me why?
Is there anybody in who I can trust?
It seems that as soon as you start to trust someone they let you down and hit you hard while your down on the floor, so tell me can I trust anyone after having the life I had can I even trust myself?
I am scard
wish i could go far away I wish I could go far away from herewish i could go far away by ~lostdarkemo
Far away from this prison iam in
This prison I call my hometown,
As I feel it rubs me from identity, my self confidence, from my happiness, my joyfulness
And in exchange it gives me sorrow, pain and hatred
I want to go far away from this hyppcritical place, where I always have to wear a mask and pretend to be something iam not.
I have to smile although iam dying inside
I have to laugh like I gots no worries
I have to continue living although iam already dead inside
This stress is killing me little by little and I can't take it no more
All I want to do is to go far far a
my world Am here all alone, trapped in my own imprisonment.my world by ~lostdarkemo
My whole world is coming crumbling down on me.
I feel the walls getting closer, tighter,
Am scared, very scared. For at this moment anything can happen.
My love ones are in trouble and in deep pain and there's nothing I can do but sit and watch and comfort them, because even revenge won't solve the problem.
What shall I do …
When so much trouble torments my mind
Am scared, not for me, but mostly for my loved ones, they are the ones I care for, they are my world, my weakness. I curse! This curpt world we live in, that is full of greed, lust, envy, hate, jealousy.
heart break There I was worried about you because you said you were feeling sad, and when you're sad I am sad.heart break by ~lostdarkemo
Then you went quiet and said those 4 words to me "we need to talk" I got scared and many thoughts ran through my mind, I asked is there something I did? What went wrong? But I told you ok let's talk… you said you are not the person I thought you were and that you are a bad person, and I start thinking things and start getting scared then I asked why do you say that? Then you say because you love me and respect me and it was a mistake and it won't happen again.
I was mad and sad I didn't know what to think I didn't want to respond back
Am I am i destined to be unhappy?Am I by ~pockymonster245
am i always to end of fighting the one i love?
am i never to have this pit in my stomache go away?
am i to always feel like the blame to everything?
am i so horrid that i shall not feel another's grace?
am i to be cast away no matter how much i try?
am to feel rejected at all times?
Is there no hope for me?
1 Smile X amount of muscles1 Smile by ~EmeraldCement
Y amount of hormones
You work the equation
The smile is the outward sign of getting it right
Finding someone or something that makes you feel
Like the world sits upon the shoulder
Like the never ending spiral
Of arms in arms
In a separate cause
Of a separate effect
But please
Don't stop
I want to watch you
Smiling back at me
Speechless | just a calm, down to earth guy, the nicest person you could ever meet. shy as hell but get to knw me then you wont be able to shet me up lol. |
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hey you're from Belize too?! awesome
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